THIS IS WHERE IT ALL BEGINS FOR YOU THIS SITE IS ABOUT LEARNING YOUR STRENGTHS AND WEAKNESS. MY PROMISE TO YOU IS YOU WILL HAVE MANY INSIGHTS AS I DID DURING MY WAKING UP PROCESS.
When did that moment come the big waking up or the remembrance. For myself I was rear ended in April 2006 (whiplash) which had me pretty non functioning for about a year while I processed the pain of it all.
During that year I tried to heal and was caught up in the resistance of it all. All being my entire life. Questioning who I was, where was I going, why is this happening to me. The more I questioned the more questions came back at me. Can you even find the answer with questions like that. So that is where the quest all began.
By the years end of questing, it wasn't until I picked up a book "Going Deeper" that I finally would take the plunge into the unanswered. One thing for sure I wanted to go deeper. Something was missing from my life I'd felt this for along time. There was no truth to be told. If there is no truth being told and we have to hid behind other peoples lies of who they want us to be, how can we accept our self and even expect anyone else to.
Back to the quest...in the book Going Deeper there were ads in the back so of course I answered the ad. The one for allergy testing because maybe just maybe I'm having an allergic reaction or chemical imbalance. This is the cause to my affect. Wishful thinking in hindsight.
Something magical was about to happen as I took the plunge into the deep. This would all unfold as I made my way into Vancouver to be tested for allergies. In foresight it was during those times at those appointments I remember who I was.
As the story goes....
A couple of things I want to say in the present moment or more like in your presence I'm taking soul to soul here and now. We all have a story some moments in time that stand out for us each as the individual's that we are. This is mine and just maybe as we transverse through you may mind aspects similar to your own her/history or even been in a similar situation.
Another thing when you see the bold line that is where you stop take the pause and go about the reminiscing, this is about feeling your way back to self.
It didn't take to long for my allergy practitioner to make a suggestion, the first of many. You should journal she said. This will help you make sense of it all. So I did just that bought the journal and this story is that very journal. I still have the journal as a reminder on the daily, sitting in my conscience.
The title for this hit me like a wave when I arrived for one of my many appointments. She said you have been streaming in and out of my mind. From that point forward I was hooked these are the chapters with subtitles and it goes like this...
Chapter One: Integration
Chapter Two: Transversing Atmosphere
Twelve Major Events
Streaming In and Out
Chapter Three: A Guide
The Pendulum Swings
Chapter Four: Blinded By The Light
The Pulse Of The Past
Checking In On You
An Expression Of Fear
A Reflection In A Dream
Releasing The Past
Walking On Egg Shells
Hunter or Prey
Breaking The Cycle
Chapter Six: The Shift
Before My Time
Split Amongst Myself
Chapter Seven:The Program
Chapter Eight: Override
Deleting the Program
Rewriting the System
Chapter Nine: Transferring Energy
Everything Is Energy
Chapter Ten: Altered
Unconscious to Conscious
Chapter Eleven: Transference
Chapter Twelve:Alternative Treatment
Chapter Thirteen: Crystal Clear
Chapter Fifteen: Awareness
Chapter Sixteen: Who I Really Am